Some people feel the need to express themselves very candidly.... Good best bad ugly... everything has its existence in being expressed.... I wonder if any relationship in this world between two strangers could be built without one expressing with the other their thoughts and feelings....
And then you meet people in life...People!!!! Each having their own desire to be heard....to be spoken!! But each covered with masks designed by this world... And wired with pre conceived notions and rules.. But still trying to fit in to the needs of each other in the relationship....
Where one is content in not expressing.... And one is just not content with what he gets to express.....
There are times when you have so much to say....so many random tghts running around in the mind.... So many emotions flying around.... Looking for someone to settle on to...When what you need is pure expression of the whole deal of chaos inside you.... A conversation without judgement.... Without time bounds... without boundaries of the relationship.... Without you needing to edit your thoughts to fit into some already made norms....
And all you get is a person enough to listen to you but with your edited tghts....a person enough you have, but you need to summarize the whole of your storm in just two drops of rain... Coz all you have is a person enough, but with a divided ear for just a couple of moments.... And that is all in the name of spoken conversation we have in our life...
....and then what we are left with us abundance of Unspoken Conversations.... That are forever sprinting in your mind....emotions talking to your thoughts...and thoughts understanding your emotions.... In the end there's no end...but a whole lot of unsaid unheard conversations....waiting to someday be meeting someone who they can connect in that different way.... And look upto for being heard.... But these unspoken Conversations again fall for the trap.... They give away a few...allowed to be spoken parts of their life..... And are again left with a mountain load of unspoken Conversations.....
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